Dear Brittney right know you are suffering with anxiety. I also believe that you should go to a doctor and get check for high blood pressure. In addition, you need a break from everyone , the camera the gilts and the paprparessi especially tmz not at least your husband. It seems like yawl are at a battle against each other. If I was you will let him take care of the kids right know because you are sick, let his words bite him the ass. Get a pet ion from the judge, so when you go away for your relaxation in the mountains/ Georgia / north Carolina, hatit, or jamica he won’t bother you or try to harassed you for money or vitiation rights/hell you gave him a lot 15,000 per kid should last him a hole year if he spends the money right, just because you are Brittney spears doesn’t mean you have money. All of this pressure has overworked you, that id why you are always having a nervous break down or a panic attack from going to court with federline, he is making you sick. All you need is some rest, exercise, eat healthy for example, fish, with no tarter sauce, mayo, cheese, and tomato, eat 3 time a day very light though with some orange juice , called fuze, some milk. So, right know you should take this advantage since he is watching the kids take off to a secret place where know one knows where you are but for one special person take em’ with. Divert the paprpersi from your house, by letting your sister drive your car since, yawl look alike. You figure out the rest. I guarantee the first 2 weeks you will feel a difference. stay away for 6 mths, this should give you time to hell build up your confidence , write in your diary, make songs get in shape and look refresh not tired. Since it is winter this is a perfect time to do it. Plus, maybe you should go to the place where lisa left eye lopez went for some help, mediation. I just was telling you to go the mountains cabin, \because it was cheaper, but it is up to you. You need rest. Your kids and everyone will understand, they don’t need mommy sick and acting a fool. In the mean while go to a herbal store, get some anxiety pills, let someone else pick it up so know one will be in your business, get you blood pressure check out, eat fish, rice and gravy work out, runn, cut back on smoking cigrates ,partying and just rest., swim do laps in your pool, find another activity to do , stop thnking negative think positive. Rember he made you feel bad, now its time to make him feel bad at his own game he is trying to manipulate you. Just because you feel off like humpy dumpy, you just need someone to put back together again. Maybe you try to date a black man to make him jealous, kayne west, or someone with intergirty. On the next single work with ne-yo or polo-da done. Come out with a banger. Brittney bring the wigs back. Go hang out with trina, or hallie bailey.keyshia cole, MJB.Please take this advice, don’tr forget get some advil.s*** I