theres a feeling not so far away from changing me, its set deep in my mind, but i wonder is it too far away from my heart to be called mine,i stand out i guess to be alone but the way life is supposed to be isnt my game its just how it is i can only see what i see you cant teach me to stop and think about whats right when its all loose on the ground ready for the peices to be put in place im searchin for something ive never felt cause the past is too far behind to ever touch again inside somewhere i get that good kind of feeling that keeps me lookin as well as asured ill find the better part anything i deal with and baby ill be on my way cause youre love and exctacy with eyes to trust you give me an understanding of why ive lost and why you sometimes lose it all you test me wonderously without all the pretending you find me and give hope whenever even when im knocked down ever stair i climb is the first one to you your somewhere ive been that one place whereever i know i can reach out there and pull you near you dont have to fight that you dont know me anymore i took this chance its going to work out just fine but i need you or else i wont live alive theres nothing better than you youre all the releif i need for pain and yet i realize you must go on to be a friend if i could id be your everylasting only if you chose me and deciding whats right and how i feel well be our own for everything if you cant be in on this then im guess im just that ship that would have made a nice trip if you cant live with me then ill guess ill deny that if you were alirght when i was falling that you arent worth my time

dont fake the things back that you want to say to me cause
im not going away tomorrow there wont be a sad goodbye you can see all thats happening to us is just some positive action to be there of and i dont want you to come home if you dont want to be with me i wouldnt want you to tell me itll be ok when its not cause now i know everything is gonna be alright if i can change and its nothing to worry you now just sit back and watch me break this chain its a problem ill never be again

I can change, its just take some time,