Loudness

nothing has something to do with everything

all i feel is like nothingness

sometimes i wish i werent real

emptiness on either side

i wish i could feel

desperate to agree with an intention to dream a new life

is it ever over does the pain ever stop

i wanna feel alive, somehow

i could stay in a state of numbness ready to find myself

but never return here

who makes things right, how can i

no more does anything appeal to me

i dont have the will to deal with strife

i hope to find surreality

maybe ill go there tonight

YOU MAKE ME SCREAM

its always good to be around a sensable crowd

despite the arousal of just clemency

i doubt a star would ever fall again if they knew that wishing is dead and all the redundant wishes were all coming from me

and that all i ever wanted was to be loved by you endlessly

so free to dream

held back by reality substance at heart isnt a question but a requirement for unearthly hearts to fall apart i beleive

YOU MAKE ME SCREAM

i dont understand truth but i derive my abilities to think from pain the only thing i know how to do is get away

i cant do anumber i dont have the pride of kings

i dont realize im indecisive when comes to the chance to be

stinging holes in my mind left without the power to concieve a thing

i dont have the answer im not a necromancer and i cant fill out the seams

im in love with desire cant have the creme

im just stuck in the middle and ill i can ever say is

YOU MAKE ME SCREAM

love is above all other emotions

still it drives you under

it leaves you hopeless

you can have your fill you can touch the skys

you can be abundant with notions to try

but no one can survive

i take my advances to fight the ordeal

but the posion takes the life out of me

sometimes i dont agree

YOU MAKE ME SCREAM