i need love on top of your urgency to get to me this emergency means everything we cant go on anymore if i dont make a choice or if u dont accept my offering complete with an apology this means you can stop your jealous roll i made u play i hope for whats right hopes not what i planned on but im coming back as strong as that first intamacy maybe for the last time i dont know just all along i knew there had to be one perfect thing about this relationship is this how it goes you and i were together but it wasnt all grown i had too much selfish pride no inner child i didnt want to cut my ties with other girls but now im here is the love all gone if it is im all wrong i think theres a chance my mind is so blown i cant speak how much you mean to me but ill try even if there is a dance left to dance ill do whats right and tell the band just to play all they know well float to the top of the world and keep on going but i have to have your love all thats left of me now is a moody shapeless figure never seen that doesnt show any signs of energy all the muck adds up the s*** that f***ed up what could have been theres torn love in my face please set me free all u can see is sorrow in my eyes whether for you or me it makes me shy to the people around please understand im older now and i can beleive in precious honesty my lies sealed my fate so many times id let you know that i had to go somewhere i said i was going alone where was the sun when you needed it the most i was blind and weak with just my insanity leading me down the spiraling pits of hell and the ghosts of the past taking me back wandering needing feeling lost dealing smack the fear was loud they could sense i would fail at least halfway through to go where i needed to go to get back frost bit from my cold cold heart this pain really is a killing kind im making a promise you wont have to deal with the old me if you take me back ill just smile and whisp you away to a better place child your all that i want to hold the only one i want to share lifes great mysterys with one thing about this though it can only get better or worse thats not so much to deal with from here i wanan go home with you but who says you cant feel that thirst when you know your feelings are bare you dont want to lose at that price and what youve got isnt far from constitution im not dying to get in exctacy im ready to be free lets go home again if you want to but it will never be the same baby all i want to say is i love you will you let me play your game